Martial Arts

Before this martial art thingy even begins, I planned to learn dancing with Cass. But ended up learning kickboxing! It’s really breath taking, because I kinda like it? Lol. Used to learn taekwondo before, but stopped due to some reasons. Learning something about kicking and punching again is really fun! The main reason I agreed to learn kickboxing is because I felt that I really need to work out, yea…


1st day! (5th May, Tuesday)
Eejon, Cass and I started with the beginner class, but Cass is no longer a ‘New’ student, because she learned kickboxing before, but stopped after one year due to SPM. The first class for us was a bit awkward because of the way we kicked and punched, and also the weird warm up. But, we had fun though. Plus, being able to see Cass and Eejon’s expression when they kick is priceless!

2nd day! (6th May, Wednesday)
So, the next day we went for training too, amusing and interesting as usual. But one unfortunate yet unforgettable incident happened to Eejon…. Here comes the really funny part! Jon and I were talking and fooling around while waiting for the instructor, so I acted as if I wanted to punch him. In returned, he was also trying to flow with me. So he lifted up his leg and wanted to kick me back. Suddenly, out of the blue, we heard a noise…..Shreeeeeeed !!!! He’d torn his pant into two at the bottom, Haha!! I can’t stop laughing at him because it’s hilarious! But we did have a good laugh at it. Sorry Jon, for telling the world. Lol…

3rd day! (7th May, Thursday)
This time, Nicole and Yue shern had decided to come for the trial too. We had our LOL moments as well. Seeing Yue Shern doing all the fighting stunts is also priceless, because she never actually took part in any martial arts before, so it’s really pleasing to watch her punch. Lol. Another comical incident happened to Eejon again. Each kickboxing lesson we would have to find a partner, so Jon and I ended up being partners. While we were on the process of practicing some leg stunt calls, all of a sudden, Shreeeeeeedd !!! Again…. his pant was torn at the right knee level. Haha! We were laughing until both of us squad down on the floor. Without any doubt, Eejon already reached the maximum allowance of humiliation! It’s so unconventional right? Pants torn 2 days in a row, I would call that…. A Legend!!

I really enjoyed the whole kickboxing thing, not only can learn self-defense but had a great time with friends. Great friends surrounding you will make things interesting in whatever you learn, especially kickboxing, including my studies.

College

Sofia's Birthday!

Bob's Birthday!

Random photo taken in psychology class!

haven't update my blog for like 5 months?
Yea....was busy with college (adapting with the new life style), and the main reason was, Lazy!

Let's start with college. When i entered Disted college, i felt that i made the wrong decision, because everything seems so wrong to me, friends, subject, place i stayed, everything, and perhaps, The Wrong College? Hmmm... But as time goes by, i met a bunch of friends, which i really enjoy mixing with. you guys know who is it la, damn good in studies, and also know how to enjoy when it is necessary, Cool right? lol!
Wanna take this opportunity to thank a friend of mine too. Lets name that person S, stands for saviour. At one time, when I was so worried about my Bio report and i really needed a place where i can online, 'S' offered and said i can go S's house, thank God, really saved my day! and S's help keep on coming like rainstorm! example, in my math, Bio HAE, and also Bio exam. really thank 'S'for helping out.

Just wanna add that the friends which i'm mixing with now is really cool! of course, there is ups and downs, but always ended up great!

Now I'm just hoping to improve my studies as much as I could. I do get disappointments in college (STUDIES), quite a lot I might add.

But this...... "What defines us is how we rise from the fall", really need to understand this phrase, really do!

God Will Heal !!!!!

Today I just finished my Physics paper, was so happy, cause its the last paper that i need to worry for.
After Physics examination, I went back and enjoyed my movies! "Finally, SPM is almost over, I'm free!!" said to myself, as if I had wings!!

Unfortunately, I heard a bad news.... about my cousin brother...
He was infected by a disease called LUPUS. I found out about this news 3 days before and I was shocked, I can't even concentrate reading my Biology!! When i was thinking so much, my Dad told me that the doctor had not yet confirm, I was relieved. And i continued my daily activities like nothing had happened. As i came back home this afternoon, my parents told me the Doctor had confirmed my cousin brother is affected by Lupus.

Lupus is an autoimmune disease that can affect various parts of the body, including the skin, joints, heart, lungs, blood, kidneys and brain. Our body's immune system makes proteins called antibodies to protect our body against viruses, bacteria which called antigens. But in Lupus, the immune system cannot tell the difference between foreign substances and its own cells and tissues. The immune system then makes antibodies to fight against itself !!

Lupus can be fatal!! and there is no cure for it... What can be done is just by eating lots of medicine to control the bacteria, viruses and hope it won't attack any part of the body like brain , kidneys, and mouth which can cause a really big ulcer...

In the evening, my parents and I went to Penang and visited him. His face had swollen and everything he sees has 2 visions. I was damn worry, but happy at the same time, he was sitting on the couch waiting for us, and we talked for some time too.

This cousin brother of mine is the one I love the most among all my relatives! He is like my own brother... This question bothered me for hours, "How could he get this disease???!!!" how? Then a voice came to me, things happened for a reason, Pray!!! I simply believe that God will heal him and his whole family will see this miracle and Salvation will reach to them! All the Christians out there who read this, please pray hard for him, he is only 16 years old and there is a full life ahead for him that can be used by God to do amazing things!

Now I'm not that worry anymore, because I know he will be heal.
God is a miracle God!
I know my Redeemer lives.....

I'm Overwhelmed!!!

This is the Jenny I mentioned about.... She is definitely an amazing sister! Haha!!! No words that can describe her. I'm touched by an angle, so lucky to have her as my gorgeous sister.

All this while I thought someone like her is a mythical. A lot of
people that I care for is always or usually very phoney, but she
is not. During predicament situation, she will just pop out of no where and helped me. Just afraid that i'll be too reliant on her, i realized...

Praise God.... God Bless me abundantly by giving me a sister!
Jenny is seriously a great sis and very matured indeed, thinks like a man! hah!

Faith In God

Praise God!!!

I had been studying really hard, and I even sleep lesser nowadays... But my mind always clung with gratuitous thoughts, etc...negative and critical thoughts. Like, can I really do it? left so few days? so many subjects? what if i disappoint my parents? I was so worried! I really don't know if I can do it...so I prayed...

Miraculously, God talked to me Immediately, Immediately!!! great huh?.... During our Youth Service, Pastor Daniel preached bout "Right Thinking, Right Living".... this sentence ( Before we even have Faith in God, God already have Faith in us, and If we are willing to trust God, God will give us the Strength, Wisdom and Courage that we need...all this will be given to us from God )!!
wanna give God all my Praises, for HE is always there to help me whenever i felt discourage.
I'm truly grateful to my pastor too, Pastor Daniel...!! I know that I can Serve God with all my heart, and also have good results for God!

I will trust God with all my heart....
Read Matthew 14:25-32.... I hope that I can have the Faith like Peter, who are not afraid and have no doubt towards God!!

My SPM and My Dream....

pheewww....
I wrote this straight away just after i had finished my revision!!! ahaha.....

left 33 days to go till my big exam (SPM)!!
this few days I have been studying really hard, don't even have the time to go LOO!! Last year (2007-January) until this year (2008-August), i don't really read my books at all, but when my SPM is around the corner, i only realize its too late! I really regretted and almost gave up, but then Jenny said to me, "there is no time to regret, keep moving forward and do the right thing"!!! that sentence she said really encouraged me.

God truly helped me go through all this difficult times... Every time before i started my revision, i would pray, and i could feel the difference straight away... HE gave me wisdom and the strength to study, praise God! Although its a bit late, but if i really try my best, God surely help and bless me, i'm so damn sure...haha!! I know that if I give my BEST, God will do the REST!

Hope that my hard work will pay off, so I can chase after my dream, that is to go overseas and further my study there. Since I was young, I always loved and wanted to go English country! America, Australia, Europe or whatsoever.... Inherit from my Mum i guess... I love everything about them....The Weather, The Sight, and especially the PEOPLE (sharp nose, blue eyes and tall)!!! wow!! perfect huh? love (Ang Moh)...haha!!

I simply believe that God will make arrangement for me if i tried my best!!

Stronger and Sharper

hrmmm.... where do I start?

I'm very happy that God sent me someone, Jenny Lee as my sister! When I didn't have anyone to go to, HE sent me someone who helped me so much. Jenny is such a potential human being, haha!! she is great in like....everything, especially brain washing me! she helped me to overcome many things in my life. I met Jenny in Emerge KL this year, she was a cluster leader and so coincidence I sat beside her, thats how we meet....

I had encountered so much recently, like relationships and my thoughts, my childish thoughts. I'm more than happy to admit that I was not matured enough, and Jenny was the one who helped me realised it. (thanks Jenny)!!!!

I was a person who always looked down on myself and felt that I was stupid, useless and not IMPORTANT, then someone told me..... You Are Who You Think You Are!!! this made me woke up! I'm a Son Of God, I am Important!

Back to relationship, I'm bad in relationship....but trying to improve and last few months I really learned something. Never trust anyone so easily, maybe when you say it out it's very easy, but try living it out, its hard, trust me!! A true friend, when can I find one? I kept asking God. because i never had a true friend, all this while i thought i had one, but no! And then God answered me, Patience.....ok!!! it's my reply to God. A true friend is when he/she is there for you when you're having trouble, and understands you!!! that is true friend....not just having fun together, but going through bad times as well.
(A true friend is one who is there for you in good times or bad times and understands you....)

Relationship with a person you like....wow!!! that's tough. i've dated 5 times, but everytime ending up getting hurt. I like to date because being with someone you like is like in Heaven. But then, someone came and asked me this.... "are you really ready to date? Dating isn't just having dinner together or go for movies together or having a great time together, dating is a long-term relationship and falling in love with the same girl again and again"..... Then I woke up again, and asked myself, am I ready? I'm definitely sure that I'm still not ready for a long-term relationship, not at all!!! I have to control myself, controlling one thing is easy, trying to control oneself, its harder than doing revision...haha!!

I'm only 17 years old, i still have a long way to go, and there are so many things that i still need to learn and encounter... God, Family and Study is my priority!! I'll try my best to be a better and stronger person for God....I'll really try.

Better In Time......