Stronger and Sharper

hrmmm.... where do I start?

I'm very happy that God sent me someone, Jenny Lee as my sister! When I didn't have anyone to go to, HE sent me someone who helped me so much. Jenny is such a potential human being, haha!! she is great in like....everything, especially brain washing me! she helped me to overcome many things in my life. I met Jenny in Emerge KL this year, she was a cluster leader and so coincidence I sat beside her, thats how we meet....

I had encountered so much recently, like relationships and my thoughts, my childish thoughts. I'm more than happy to admit that I was not matured enough, and Jenny was the one who helped me realised it. (thanks Jenny)!!!!

I was a person who always looked down on myself and felt that I was stupid, useless and not IMPORTANT, then someone told me..... You Are Who You Think You Are!!! this made me woke up! I'm a Son Of God, I am Important!

Back to relationship, I'm bad in relationship....but trying to improve and last few months I really learned something. Never trust anyone so easily, maybe when you say it out it's very easy, but try living it out, its hard, trust me!! A true friend, when can I find one? I kept asking God. because i never had a true friend, all this while i thought i had one, but no! And then God answered me, Patience.....ok!!! it's my reply to God. A true friend is when he/she is there for you when you're having trouble, and understands you!!! that is true friend....not just having fun together, but going through bad times as well.
(A true friend is one who is there for you in good times or bad times and understands you....)

Relationship with a person you like....wow!!! that's tough. i've dated 5 times, but everytime ending up getting hurt. I like to date because being with someone you like is like in Heaven. But then, someone came and asked me this.... "are you really ready to date? Dating isn't just having dinner together or go for movies together or having a great time together, dating is a long-term relationship and falling in love with the same girl again and again"..... Then I woke up again, and asked myself, am I ready? I'm definitely sure that I'm still not ready for a long-term relationship, not at all!!! I have to control myself, controlling one thing is easy, trying to control oneself, its harder than doing revision...haha!!

I'm only 17 years old, i still have a long way to go, and there are so many things that i still need to learn and encounter... God, Family and Study is my priority!! I'll try my best to be a better and stronger person for God....I'll really try.

Better In Time......