Monday, June 22, 2009

Pretty but Brainless

You are pretty.. so what?
You are cute..so what?
made me realised how pretty girls are so brainless, most of them at least.
Watch your mouth, it's full of shit.
Be pretty and Be humble at the same time,
If still cling with the same attitude,
You will lose everything one day... Oh yea! (rejoicing if that happens)

I am who I am, respect me for that,
I have my own limitation,
Wait till I burst out,
Will do the craziest things you ever imagine.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Loth

Is my sacrifices all over the top?
I already gave what I could give,
hoping you could see.
Wondering why,
why I gave in so much?
Maybe it's just who I am.
Tired of feeling blue,
such a heavy weight,
gonna shake it off,
then make a way.
I am going to skip along,
skip along merrily,
sometimes feeling,
traped in a melancholy room,
no harm will come,
if I just skip along.
"So I'm gonna lay my head back down,
and lift my hands and pray,
knowing you are my only hope".
Mellowing in God's arms.
A place where I can always find comfort.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Life

Life is like a picture,
It will be tainted eventually.

Life is like a sea,
Never know when it will be rough or calm.

Life is like a drought,
Waiting for the rain to fall.

Life
is like a highway,
We have a long journey to go.


Friends...? There are so many kinds!

The despicable ones.
The malicious ones.
The peculiar ones.
The extrovert ones.
The loving ones.
The friendly ones.
on and on and on....

We are not perfect, only God is.
We jostle in lives, it's a pavement that everyone walks on.
I had good, close and best friends who lied to me,
who betrayed me,
who gossiped about me,
who lulled me,
who stabbed me at the back.
Life is harsh. I started asking myself one question again. Is it okay to open up my heart again? Because of all the back-stabbing, betrayal, lies, and deceptiveness, no wonder I build a transparent barrier around me. Not allowing anyone to come into my life, not to get close to anyone or even trust anyone.
Some incidents happened that provoked this question in my head.
Wanted to tell myself it's alright to extricate all these bad memories from me, but it just kept clinging in my mind, just like a tainted picture.

I'll talk to God whenever I go through difficult times or even the time of my life, He is a great listener and also a great teacher. When i was talking to Him, suddenly he reminded me...Humans tend to make mistake one way or the other, just like me.
But there are also friends who...
who helped me,
who is there for me,
who cared for me,
and most of all, the one who loves me!
Snap....Yes! How come I never thought of it? Come on! Positive thinking...hello?! Things happen for a reason, even the unpleasant ones. Sometimes we never know what kind of dark secret lies in between, but one thing for sure is that we can be, we WILL be, stronger for the days to come.

Friends "Come and Go". Sometimes people just get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done, sometimes I felt it's excruciating, that's why I run.
In any relationships,
it's not about winning or losing,
it's not about I am the head and you are the tail,
it's not about why me and why not you?
it's all about compromising and appreciating one another.
If it still doesn't work, walk away! Walk away with your head held high, knowing you had tried vehemently. I used to be blinded by pretty girls to be honest, who doesn't get blinded by appearance...huh? But not anymore. Not the same person I used to be. Again, not anymore...because I had learned my lesson, appearance is like a big hole, waiting for you to fall, and when you fall, you fall fast!

It's okay to trust someone again, it's okay to be close with someone again, and it's okay to share your life with someone again. Because you can always find a true friend. Although it takes some time, but eventually it will come, depending on how you build the foundation of the relationship. A good foundation needs honesty, trustworthiness, and are willing to give more than take, because it's a blessing to do so. Choose your friends wisely! It can change your life big time!